Saturday 15 November 2014

Not believing in yourself? Giving up?

I for one know what it feels like to not believe in yourself and hit the back seat. Do you ever get those days where you take a look and you ask yourself, if they can do it.. why can't I? 

We are coming up to a new year, new begins, fresh starts, new dreams, goals and aspirations. perfect time to start whatever it is you want to do, right? Well why not start now? 


I woke up today before anyone else was up, made myself some yummy hot chocolate, wore some fuzzy socks and snuggled downstairs on the sofa with some blankets and began to think. Am I truly happy? I asked myself. What is it I really want? I questioned. Where do I see myself in 2 years, furthermore .. where do I want to see myself in 2 years? 


I had many thoughts and voices going around in my head. I was so angry at myself, I realised how lazy I had got, or maybe not so much lazy maybe I had lost all faith in myself and had just given up?

Soo.. I jumped up of the sofa and told myself, " I'm going to do it, No giving up" Whatever it is I have to do to fulfil my dreams and be where I want to be I knew that I had to give 100% not saying I never did, but this time, no giving up. I reminded myself that everybody started somewhere, And that somewhere for me was today.  

I felt inspired in so many ways. and here I am, I want you to never give up, push yourself always, sometimes when you think you are ready, you're not, and it takes sometime.. But.. when you  know.. you know! 


I also felt inspired in other ways today.. I baked a wholegrain multi-seed loaf. Fresh out the oven, topped with some butter and Marmite.. and Oh wow. 


Here's a picture of my loaf fresh out the oven… may not look the prettiest but tasted the yummiest! Let me know if you would like the recipe to try the bread for yourself <3

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Love Eman xoxo